On this particular day we started to sing and I felt that we needed somebody to take up the flag but nobody was. I wanted to catch somebody's eye to suggest it but nobody was looking and so, despite the fact that I stagger like a drunk sailor at the best of times, I decided that it was up to me and somehow, just like that, I became the flag waver. Not just for that day but for days to come.
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I couldnt make it down the steps with the flag so I called a "volunteer" and tried to get everyone moving. I feel strongly that in some ways it is my job to lead my church community in their attitude to this change, to show optimism and expectation for the future.
As I walked behind the flag, I knew that I had to grab Clyde and include him. Clyde has been a bright, engaged man, deeply committed to his faith but in recent months he has suffered several brain bleeds and is a shadow of what he was. I took his hand and led him around. I hope I gifted him something.
Tears here. Thank you. I am sure you gave Clyde something. Something powerful and warm.
ReplyDeleteAnd your positive attitude warmed the cockles of my heart. Inclusion is SUCH a wonderful thing.
Thank you
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Why do you stagger like a drunk sailor at the best of times?
ReplyDeleteSad that something that you like so much is closing down.
I have a neurological disorder which effects balance.
DeleteI'm trying not to look at it as closure but it definitely feels that way
As a non-believer, there's not much I can say about the closure decision. But I have to say that the two organisations I always give money to if asked are the Salvation Army and the St John Ambulance Brigade, as I know how much excellent work they do.
ReplyDeleteActually Nick, as a non-believer I think you and people like you might have a new perspective on it. It's not a closure per se, more of an amalgamation and the programs offered to the local community will continue so donations wont be wasted ;)
DeleteKylie there is no way you did not give Clyde something. It is so easy to be "present" when everything is going well for someone. To be there when things are not optimum is a gift, and to be able to see someone who is even a shadow of what they once were as vital and valuable is the ultimate gift. Well done, you!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Anne. On any normal day I might not have thought much about it but I know that the changes we are experiencing would break Clyde's heart so I wanted to at least include him in the farewell
DeleteIt appears to me that you have real leadership qualities. I hope they are being put to good use beyond your flag waving.
ReplyDeletemy time is coming, i think!
DeleteThat was very kind and thoughtful of you to include Clyde. That was a great gift to him!
ReplyDeleteThank you , Linda! I hope so
DeleteGoodness, what a tale! The spirit of Christ at his best is certainly within you.
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DeleteThank you.
Let us see what spirit is within me when the reality of this amalgamation kicks in, when I am tempted to resent longer travel times and loss of community