life is a funny thing, innit?
i seem to be see-sawing away uncontrollably lately. more down than up, actually (if that is possible, which theoretically it isn't but anyhow...)
you all know i haven't been happy with my blogging. it is the most unbelievably frustrating thing for me to know that blogging can be a great source of joy for me but to be unable to tap into that. i have been dry and blocked and just not with it and then a rubbish post about ice cream changed it all. i'm still posting garbage but it's garbage that finds understanding and brings connection. yay! a little hint of joy
this afternoon i was quietly pleased and now it has all evaporated again. not because of any blogging issue but most likely just because i'm tired
i am tired of nagging and droning to get kids showered and fed and into bed. i am tired of washing up. no, I AM TIRED OF WASHING UP. i am tired of my dog following me everywhere. he's a beautiful thing and i'm glad he loves me but really......
and did i mention i am tired of washing up?
liam has developed a fever and all i can think is that i can't face another round of flu in the family
and on it goes